Showing posts with label healing mode. Show all posts
Showing posts with label healing mode. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Today My Life Begin



I've Been Working Hard So Long
Seems Like Pain Has Been My Only Friend
My Fragile Heart's Been Done So Wrong
I Wondered If I'd Ever Heal Again



Ohh Just Like All The Seasons Never Stay The Same
All Around Me I Can Feel A Change (Ohh)

I Will Break These Chains That Bind Me, Happiness Will Find Me
Leave The Past Behind Me, Today My Life Begins,
A Whole New World Is Waiting It's Mine For The Taking,
I Know I Can Make It, Today My Life Begins

Yesterday Has Come And Gone
And I've Learned How To Leave It Where It Is
And I See That I Was Wrong
For Ever Doubting I Could Win

Ohh Just Like All The Seasons Never Stay The Same
All Around Me I Can Feel A Change (ohh)

I Will Break These Chains That Bind Me, Happiness Will Find Me,
Leave The Past Behind Me, Today My Life Begins
A Whole New World Is Waiting It's Mine For The Taking
I Know I Can Make It, Today My Life Begins

Life's Too Short To Have Regrets
So IIm Learning Now To Leave It In The Past And Try To Forget
Only Have One Life To Live
So You Better Make The Best Of It

I Will Break These Chains That Bind Me, Happiness Will Find Me
Leave The Past Behind Me, Today My Life Begins,
A Whole New World Is Waiting It's Mine For The Taking
I Know I Can Make It, Today My Life Begins

I Will Break These Chains That Bind Me, Happiness Will Find Me,
Leave The Past Behind Me, Today My Life Begins,
A Whole New World Is Waiting It's Mine For The Taking
I Know I Can Make It, Today My Life Begins,
Today My Life Begins...





Tuesday, April 3, 2012

IT'S OVER....

on the 2nd month of our relationship... u make a huge decision to end up everything.... just a few days on our 2nd month of relationship.. but dear... saya tak marah, cuma agak sedih la bila kita terpaksa berpisah disaat saya betul2 perlukan awak.. tapi takpe... life must go on.. takkan na paksa awak teruskan kalau awak tak mampu lagi..

well as it end, saya pown dah tutup hati saya.. penatla na mula dari awal, berkenalan, bercinta.. lepas tu break up, then start again.. hurmm.. enough of it... hati saya mungkin dah tak larat na menempatkan mana2 luka dalam hati ni lagi.. biarlah sakit menanggung asalkan hati ini dah tak sakit lagi... saya sanggup... kesian kat hati saya.... asek disakiti je... baru na kering luka lama.. dah ada luka baru...

i will only flirt around tapi mungkin tidak untuk serius relationship buat sementara waktu ini... :) ermm oklah.. takde ape na dluahkan lagi.. cuma saya dah mengehadkan diri saya untuk on9.. untuk merawat luka2 yang ada ini... :) sekian, terima kasihhhh

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

BEST THING I NEVER HAD IS YOU Z.A.C

What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I must've been out of my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus:]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
You turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
And I'm gonna' always be the (best thing you never had)
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
I thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus:]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
I said, you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
And I'll never be the (best thing you never had)
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus:]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
Oh you turned out to be (the best thing I never had)
And I will always be the (best thing you never had)
Ooh, best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
Oh you turned out to be the (best thing I never had)
Ooh, I will never be the (best thing you never had)
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

What goes around, comes back around
What goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now
What goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now
What goes around, comes back around
I bet it sucks to be you right now

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

"BOH SEBARANG KO NAK KLAKA.. AKU XKAN CARIK PENGGANTI KO WALAU SMPAI BILA2 PUN"

aku salu dengar o baca text dari ex aku, di ambang mek urang mok break.. mesti cdak akan padah kedak tok ngan aku... tuptup.. beberapa ketika pasya.. nanga dirik dah ngan rempuan lain... haiya.. tok la namanya kata2 janji manis.. sebab ya la aku mun boleh xmok berkawan balit dengan ex. sebab we might nvr know what is on their mind bila kita honest berkawan ngan cdak as a friend.. they  tried to take advantage.. heran ku kadang2.. sebab ya aku xpernah cakap aku xkan carik orang lain... tapi aku akan selalu madah kedak tok.."MUN ADA JODOH.. ADALAH GEREKKU.. MUN XDA. SINGLE LAH AKU".. kan senang mun madah macam tok. xboh na madah aku xdapat idup tanpa kau la apa la.. eh slama tok kan kita beridup kedirik sebelum jumpa ex kita... cuma masa bergerek rutinnya jadi lain.. so bila dah putus.. rutinnya jadi balit la kedak kita masa single.. mena x? 

aku xdala madah aku perfect. tapi aku belajar dari pengalaman. dan pengalaman masa lalu aku banyak mengajar aku erti kehidupan, erti kekeluargaan dan erti persahabatan. aku rasa aku ada berubah sikit kinek... dari segi anger management aku... but yet still ada panas baran ku d cya ctok... heheheh tp xdala ngambor gilak.. well k lah.. aku mok tdo.. kelak2 blogging g..

Thursday, March 17, 2011

OTOMEN BABI

selama ku hidup,
ku hidup di sini dengan kamu,
yg ku sayangi

cintaku padamu,
sedalam lautan biru,
oooooooooooo

mana mungkin aku,
mencari lain utk menjadi penggantimu
oh sayangku
otomennnnnnn..

wooooo otomennnnnnn~ yeah yeahhh~

kerana kamu,
akan ku tetap berada disini,
setia,
bersamamu

otomennnn,
kerana kelalaian kamu
mati semua ayam aku
dibunuh raksasa

oh otomen babi(x2)
babi lah otomen ituuu,
mati semua ayam2 aku..
itik aku..
dan juga lipas2, cicak2 dan juga monyet2 mcm grace..ooo
monyet mcm grace..
hooo hoooo...
monyet mcm grace babi.







UWAA NA UPLOAD VID NI TAKLEH..  TX TO DAYLYN EHHH LAGU YG MENGGEMBIRAKAN

I DONT BELIEVE A WORD

Don't talk to me, I don't believe a word
Don't try to make me feel alright
All the love in all the world
Is not enough to save my soul tonight
Don't be my friend I'm not a fool
Don't talk of things that we cannot see
When all the ones that sing the blues
Sometimes I think of how it used to be
I have seen the Devil laugh
I have seen God turn his face away
I have nothing left to lose
I have nothing left to say
I have seen the sky turn black
I have seen the seas run dry
I have nothing that is yours
I have nothing now that is not mine


Don't look at me your eyes are cold & hard
Don't wonder that I turn to you
All the grief in all the world
Is not enough to make me comfort you
Don't tell me lies, I'm not a dog,
Don't talk of love it seems to me
All the people that we rob
Sometimes I think of how they used me



I have seen the fires of Hell
I have seen Angels with flaming swords
I have nothing that is mine
I have much that could be yours
I have seen the eye of God
I have heard lies that are true
I have nothing for myself
I have nothing I would give to you



Don't say that word, I know it's only fools
Who do not know their fate is just
All the justice in the world
Is not enough to buy my faith & trust
Don't make that face I won't be pleased
Don't make a sideshow of yourself
All the people we released
Sometimes I think you're someone else



I have been where none have been
In the empty howling rooms
I have everything I need
I have everything you stand to lose
I have seen the diamond worlds
I have seen the shape of space
I have nothing but the world
I have nothing to take its place
I don't believe a word, I don't believe a word ...

ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY

I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

Yeah
As it...hey

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey